I cant believe its another year and your still not here. I wait everyday for a call or a visit from you and to find out all this was just a nightmare. I am so sorry i never got over to see you because i broke my leg i always remeber you saying "its alright sis there will be another time" and that time never came and thats my stupid fault and im sorry for letting you down. I dont know how im suppose to be tommorrow or what im meant to do as its your anniversary and its one of the hardest days of my life knowing your not here anymore and that is why this day even exsists. We will try and be as strong as we can but its so hard bro. Everything reminds me of you and i feel you around me and know you are always here with us all i just wish i could see your face once more, see you laugh, and touch and kiss you and tell i how much i love you and how special you are to me. I am thankful to whatever powers that be that you was in my life even if it was for a breif time and im so proud to call myself your sister. I carry for around everyday in my heart and find comfort in that that you have not left me totally. Until we meet again bro THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES AND I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU AND GOODNIGHT. XXXX