Thinking of you today bro like i do everyday and missing you like mad. Until we meet again bro, i love you, i miss you and goodnight. xxxxxxx

MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY BRO. IM FINDING THIS SO HARD 2 COPE AND EXCEPT THAT YOUR NO LONGER HERE ANYMORE AND STILL LIVE A NORMAL LIFE WEN MY HEARTS BREAKING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN BRO, I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU AND GOODNIGHT. XXXXX

JOHN JOE. It seems like only yesterday, when the nurse said its a boy, I held you gently in my arms, i could not hide my joy I touched and kissed your tiny face and whispered you are mine and i will love and protect you until the end of time. The years went by so quickly and my boy became a man and you no longer needed me to guide you by the hand you said mum i'm grown up now and can make it on my own But if i ever need you then mum i'll just come home So i kissed your face and said goodbye without a worry or a care, never ever thinking you'd need me but i wouldn't be there You see son you were living your dream in your spanish home in the sun and i didn't think i had to worry about my eldest son But life has an awful way of showing you who is the boss and little did i know that day how great would be my loss For you were taken from me in the cruelest of ways now all i seem to do is weep as my nights turn into days For the loss of you my darling is the hardest thing to bear when all the family gather and your no longer there I miss your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss talking with you a while, I miss the things we used to do, in fact i miss everything about you In my dreams i see your face then instantly i see this place To think this is where i visit my son when it should be you visiting your mum So if i could have one wish and never have another it would be to see your smiling face and hear you call me mother I would wrap my arms around you and never let you go For what its meant to lose you son no one will ever know These words come from a mother whose heart is broke in two And it will never be whole again till i'm reunited with you You are my first born son, there could never be another I love and miss you so much son your broken hearted mother OUR FAMILY CHAIN IS BROKEN BUT IT WILL BE LINKED AGAIN WHEN WE ARE ALL REUNITED AND NO LONGER FEEL THIS PAIN. GOODNIGHT MY DARLING. LOVE YOU FOREVER. MUM AND YOUR FAMILY.XXXX