Thinking of you today bro like i do everyday and missing you like mad. Until we meet again bro, i love you, i miss you and goodnight. xxxxxxx
natasha
15th March 2010
MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY BRO. IM FINDING THIS SO HARD 2 COPE AND EXCEPT THAT YOUR NO LONGER HERE ANYMORE AND STILL LIVE A NORMAL LIFE WEN MY HEARTS BREAKING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN BRO, I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU AND GOODNIGHT. XXXXX
natasha
2nd July 2009
JOHN JOE.
It seems like only yesterday, when the nurse said its a boy,
I held you gently in my arms, i could not hide my joy
I touched and kissed your tiny face
and whispered you are mine and i will love and protect you
until the end of time.
The years went by so quickly and my boy became a man
and you no longer needed me to guide you by the hand
you said mum i'm grown up now and can make it on my own
But if i ever need you then mum i'll just come home
So i kissed your face and said goodbye
without a worry or a care, never ever thinking
you'd need me but i wouldn't be there
You see son you were living your dream
in your spanish home in the sun
and i didn't think i had to worry about my eldest son
But life has an awful way of showing you who is the boss
and little did i know that day how great would be my loss
For you were taken from me in the cruelest of ways
now all i seem to do is weep as my nights turn into days
For the loss of you my darling
is the hardest thing to bear
when all the family gather and your no longer there
I miss your laugh, I miss your smile,
I miss talking with you a while,
I miss the things we used to do,
in fact i miss everything about you
In my dreams i see your face
then instantly i see this place
To think this is where i visit my son
when it should be you visiting your mum
So if i could have one wish and never have another
it would be to see your smiling face
and hear you call me mother
I would wrap my arms around you and never let you go
For what its meant to lose you son no one will ever know
These words come from a mother whose heart is broke in two
And it will never be whole again till i'm reunited with you
You are my first born son, there could never be another
I love and miss you so much son your broken hearted mother
OUR FAMILY CHAIN IS BROKEN BUT IT WILL BE LINKED AGAIN
WHEN WE ARE ALL REUNITED AND NO LONGER FEEL THIS PAIN.
GOODNIGHT MY DARLING. LOVE YOU FOREVER. MUM AND YOUR FAMILY.XXXX
I
24th June 2009